alisamakora

Well, as most of you know, I've been going through a basketfull of troubles and worries, lately. My mood has greatly improved, however, and I deeply apologize if i drove any of you nuts. Sure, some things I haven't talked here about are still not resolved, but things are looking up, and im going to focus on that. First off, my dad has decided to get help for his drinking problems. He's sworn it to gina, and if it looks like he's wavering in his resolve, i'll make him swear it to me, too, because he knowns I'm the more violently angry one of the two of us. But he wants to get himself help, and thats such a relief that I can't put it into word

Seems that I've found a lot of good music, lately. This has, in turn, led to a lot more writing. I'm making progress with balance, but sadly, not the parts of it I NEED to. For example, I've found a lot of good music to write Ariko by. Lots of "crazy love" stuff. Freakish, but it works like a charm. Problem? She doesn't show up physically until later in the story, so I keep getting inspiration for her when I cant write her. >.>; I end up writing vignettes and shorts of her life, or such things, but sadly there isn't much to write of her life, with how it went. And Ar Tonelico…. Goddamnit, why the hell does a vaguely hentai game have

erased old shit, since i now know the issue. still doesnt change the fact we didnt get informed of it. but it does kinda explain why (pride, shame) UPDATE: i wrote earlier that my father was hospitalized, and we wernt informed. we found out through fucking facebook, of all things, when my cousin got looselipped on the internets.(which he got scolded up and down by his mother for, by the way.) we didnt know the cause. now we do. apparently my fathers back has been acting up and he's been self medicateing. meaning, he's been drinking more then usual. for him, thats a HUGE amount. we're not sure if it was a bad interaction between a large amo